Bloken English

At work, conflicts grew day by day, between me and another person. We used to be friends, but now, suddenly, we are nothing. I am not sure why. I asked, but she said everything is fine. I know it must be something that I did wrong, since that is me, doing stupid things most of the time. But she won’t say and I won’t know.

So conflict grew, till one day, one person cannot take it any more. Most likely, it will be me, who want life to be peaceful and who crave for happiness. If I restart, somewhere fresh, I will have another few years of peacefulness. My mom told me not to move, my friends told me to just ignore her and carry on. But it is hard. For me, everything is on my face. That is my personality. I can’t hide my discomfort around her or even anger sometimes due to the things she handles. I am trying, quietly, day by day.

One day, someone will need to handle these conflicts at work. I hope to see the outcome. And one day, I will leave here to start somewhere new, to face new challenges, new people, new issues. I am not sure what that would be or what else I could do. I am looking forward to my future: a bright, happy, peaceful future.