Bloken English

It’s been a year since my last posting.

I am not sure how to restart my writing “career” or what to say. But I decided to give a try anyway. For you, that has been reading my postings along the way, thank you. Thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you for always being here. We all need companionship sometimes, a listening ear, or a helping hand. By knowing that I have someone out there, that is willing to listen or read what I have, I feel very warm and lucky.

Spring will come, even though snow is covering all the tree branches and ice is on the road. A few geese were standing on top of a nearby Warehouse building, quacking away. I am quite concerned for their early arrival since the temperature will drop to negative 20 degrees this weekend. I hope they can stay warm, somehow. My life seems to get stuck at 2023. When I was re-reading what I wrote before, all those feelings came back to me. I am feeling exactly the same as before. Even though life is moving forward, kids are growing up, I, I did not change? It’s very strange. Do other 37 or 38 year-olds feel stuck like me? How can a year, feel more like a few days? And a few days can stretch like a year.

I gave up putting down annual goals since I can never accomplish them. But I can have some tiny goals, like writing daily for a month. If I can achieve that, I am sure that I will feel very satisfied or accomplished. This is a start, a start to my new life, a new habit and hopefully, a new happiness.